Shaking in Fear

My body is still shaking, and my nerves are just RIGHT workerd up!!!

I am at work, and this fricking HUGE Hornet starts flying around. I am deathly afraid of wasps/bees/hornets, not to mention ones that are the size of BUSSES!! And of course, there is noone in the shop today that can come kill it for me.

So while my hands are shaking, I grab a stack of paper, roll it up, and swallow my fear ...I have to kill it or it's gonna kill me!!! Like seriously this thing was HUGE , maybe not the size of a bus,but a good fricking INCH long!!!

I was so scared to hit it b/c what if I miss, it's gonna be MAAAADDDD!!! So it lands, I hit it..I didn't miss but that damn thing didn't die. So it flies to a different spot on the window. I hit it again...still alive. By this point I'm like way beyond freaking out!!! I hit it once more, and it's still buzzing but it falls behind a cabinet. I can't reach it now. Oh man, I hope it's dead and doesn't come seeking revenge.