I had to make a rushed trip to Regina yesterday to pick up a few things, and on my way I got thinking. I really don't have a real close friend. To tell you the truth I don't think I have in a very long time. Noone that I have real similar interests in. Someone that wants me to come and help them garden, and I want to come and help me garden...or someone who wants to scrapbook together...or go on a playdate with the kids...Or have a girls night!!
Is this that I am just a supreme bitch and turn all my friends away? Or that I just don't welcome other women into my life? or that I am just too lazy to reach out and become closer with others.. I am not sure. But I miss it, I really do.
I want to be able to have a girlfriend over, or go to a girlfriends...and bake or talk , or scrapbook or watch a movie while the kiddos nap, or go out for regular walks...I honestly think I am too self absorbed to have close friends. and that is terrible. I don't want to be like that, i want to have close friends, I want to have a friend that I would do absolutely anything for. I want to be able to escape our "responsibilities" and go out for supper and a movie, and some "cocktails"..and just have a good ol' GAL time!!!
I am, as of now, going to quit being a bitch, a stick in the mud, a lousy long distance friend, a lazy person..I am going to try and I am going to succeed and I am going to become a good friend, with no backstabbing! Yep that is indeed my goal!
Hey im gunna learn how to garden this year!!!! I will be ur friend haha And u no i do like the "occasional" cocktail hahaha
ReplyDeletei like gardening... did a fair bit, well a little in bordon, as much as i could anyways, and i want to do a scrapbook of tanika's first year, and a ABC one, just need someone to do it with, but ur a little too far away. I want to get a best friend for tanika.
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