Frustrating.

I am finding work very frustrating lately. As if leaving my kids at home isn't hard enough...especially when I don't NEED to work. I just did it to better my life, and thought it was the right choice. It definetly wasn't for the money, with the cost of daycare, lunches and gas ..believe me my choice wasn't about money.

Anyways , I work in the office at my job. And it has came to my attention that a couple people have been flipping out about me behind my back, but then are nice as pie to my face. I do not really understand this behavious, and believe that at 25 years old I am above that phase of my life. And a person would think, that these "people" would be too.

I have really been second guessing my choice. I thought things were going so good at first, I sacrificed my time at home with the kids so that I could get some experience in the work force. And to be treated like this is quite unfair. And lately I've really been thinking about it b/c it is starting to affect my home life and how I feel all the time I am at home.

I need some advice with how to deal with this. I am losing my mind and have no idea what to do with myself.